Who is God To You?

Do you know the heart of God?

Have you experienced him up close and personal?

Do you think God has personal relationships with people today?

Or does he seem like some distant star way off in some long lost galaxy?

In the last 2 months I have experienced God in some many ways that I wish I had been journalizes my walk since the middle of December. God has been so faithful to me and has answered 3 mighty prayers that I stood before him and claimed to feel that they were very difficult situations. 

Go is my provider  

Who is God to Me? It would take many post to fully describe him. He is my creator, he comes before me and guides my path with his light. He lives in me and longs to be with me. This revelation is sometimes to great to imagine. But he does Love me, and loves me just as I am…a sinner, a father, a husband, and one who is learning to long for the Lord.

Thank you for putting in me the fire and desire to know you in a much more intimate way. I love your closeness O Lord. 

And in less than 2.5 months GOD has mightily broken through over and over. I will spell out a few details in later posts, but they concern my family. Family pain in my eyes is the toughest pain of all. I can not imagine when Jesus was rejected by his own brother and his home town how he felt. I am sure there were tears in that moment flowing inside Our Lords heart.

I know my own pain that I have had over the raising of my children and my dealings with my ex-wife has been some of the toughest, gut retching pain that I have ever experienced.

But lately our MIGHTY GOD has been pouring out his love in ways that is hard to fully comprehend and understand. His love and desire to please is so strong and all he has asked is that I believe. And that I turn to him as my savior, guide and invite him into my daily walk.

I have learned alot about faith in the past 2 months. It is NOT something you can stick up on a shelf and pull down on Sunday morning and then stuff it back up on the shelf Sunday night. God wants to be with me every waking moment and I know he covers me when I sleep as well. I can not say that I have been inviting him in for every minute. I am still growing and learning and working out my faith. And as Paul mentioned, there is no faith of perfection here while we walk on this earth and in this time. So, as a confessed sinner, alls I can do is work my way more into God's word and press in closer to him.

It has been so wonderful the past 2 months. I have seen God work in my life many times in one day. He seems to be everywhere and lifting alot of people right now. Or maybe it is that he has opened my eyes to the goodness he has…

Lord, thank you for blessing me so richly. I have never been so filled as I have been lately. I enjoy walking and talking with you and I long to praise you as well for you are so mighty and amazing. Thank you for March 2nd…2008…That may go down as one of the most beautiful days I have ever spent in your presence, and I was so blessed to be apart of your workings.

Thank you Lord, you are beautiful!